I have been trying for days to write something here, but I feel there is a big huge brick wall before me.
I never understood "writers block" until now...
When I think of what I should write I feel a big blank space where ideas should be. I feel like I am not this person anymore, and I can't think of what she would say.
When I wrote this blog everything was new and exciting. I was passionate and opinionated. In a lot of ways I was better than I am now.
Now things seem much more ordinary and I have realized as I learn more that I am still so ignorant... I realize that I am not qualified to be over opinionated and I feel shy to dispense advice. I am flawed.
I have made many mistakes and continue to stumble along the path, but I feel a hypocrite trying to write here with the passion I once had.
So I guess that the real reason I haven't written on the blog in so long is that I have outgrown it a bit in it's current incarnation. The girl who wrote this blog is not really me...
Should I overhaul and try to start anew, or should I try to continue on in this vein?