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Thursday, April 26, 2012

a brick wall

salam!

bismillah

I have been trying for days to write something here, but I feel there is a big huge brick wall before me.

I never understood "writers block" until now...

When I think of what I should write I feel a big blank space where ideas should be. I feel like I am not this person anymore, and I can't think of what she would say.

When I wrote this blog everything was new and exciting. I was passionate and opinionated. In a lot of ways I was better than I am now.

Now things seem much more ordinary and I have realized as I learn more that I am still so ignorant... I realize that I am not qualified to be over opinionated and I feel shy to dispense advice. I am flawed.

I have made many mistakes and continue to stumble along the path, but I feel a hypocrite trying to write here with the passion I once had.

So I guess that the real reason I haven't written on the blog in so long is that I have outgrown it a bit in it's current incarnation. The girl who wrote this blog is not really me...

Should I overhaul and try to start anew, or should I try to continue on in this vein?

3 comments:

Modest Destiny said...

Do what you believe is right and may Allah guide you in all you do.

ummufatihah said...

Hi,

Just discover your blog. Please keep writing.

Even when you writing about your writer's block mood, later in the future, you would be able to read the entry as a reflector to your feeling at certain time.

I am interested in comparative religion because I live in majority Muslim and the topic is rarely discussed here. So, I would love to read about the issue from your perspective.

Thank you.

HN said...

MaashaAllah, Allah guided you to the Straight Way. I just saw your journey to Islam, how Allah made the transition for you in slow steps.

Do you have a copy of Riyad us Saaliheen and Sahih Bukhari. You should really get them, if you dont have them. I found them as e-books on this site: http://www.islamhouse.com/pg/9661/all/1 . It's trusted, and MaashaAllah has a vast collection of good books in so many languages.

A Muslim gets up each time he stumbles so don't feel disheartened!!

Remember Allah and He will remember you.

I love you for Allah's sake, sister.May Allah make His Path easy for you, me and all the Muslims.Ameen Take care.

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